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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

New Starts

I'm not gonna lie: I've made some PRETTY STUPID decisions in my life. Sometimes we make decisions out of ignorance, laziness, or thoughtlessness...and sometimes our decisions are made out of life circumstances that our beyond our control. The point is, YOU and I are the only ones who can make our own decisions. Once the decision is made, there's no turning back, and we have to accept the consequences that follow our actions.

In my case, there was a certain amount of wallowing that I had to do. I've been through a really dark period of my life, and I survived. Sure, I made a mistake, but that mistake doesn't have to define who I am. It's up to me now to create a new start for myself. Life situations that arise are just a small part of a bigger story. I'm determined that this isn't going to be something that weighs me down for the rest of my life...it's part of me, but it's a part of me that is stronger. I feel like I know myself better. I've been given perspective. I've broadened my horizons outside of what I know. God has been with me every step of the way, I've felt His guidance in every decision I've made this past month or so. My faith is stronger, I turn to Him now more than ever.

It's going to be a good second half of the year, I can feel it. I'm ready.